Haiiiihaiiiiiii jujur selama SMA gua jd jarang ngepost gini yeeee.-. Haaaaa ganyangka sklh gua udh ga terlalu buruk kondisinyaaa kayak pas awal masukkk rasanya pengen smstr2 trs pindahhh ehh taunyaa malah nyaman dan gapengen ngelepass x4, waktu gua jd anak kls sepuluh tinggal sebulanan lagiiii ganyangka ajee cpt bgt pdhl baru kmrn mos jd anak baruuu yang terjebak disekolah pilihan terakhir tapii sekarang gua makasihh bgt sama sever mopdb yg buat nama gua kepental dr SMA2 yg gua pengenn, kalo gua ga kepental di nih sklh mungkin gua gabakalan knl eskul fotografy yang seruuu pake bgt , gua gabakalannn sekelas sm anak2 x4 yang bedaa dari kelass lainnnnn, mungkin ntrr kalo ada waktu gua bakal post foto2nya dehh!byeeee



hallo nama gua Rena Anindya-.-okee ngapain gua ngenalin diri sendiri lagi ditumblr sendiri-_- haha mungkin selama ini gua selalu ngepost pake bhs inggris haha gua ngelakuin itu bukan karena gua ga cinta indonesia tapi gua pengen latihan ajaa, semoga aja kuliah gua bisa diluar aminnn! oke gua udeh melenceng bgt dari judul yang agak random ituuu-_-nahhh gua jelasin kenapa gua ngasih judul kayak gini, hari ini tanggal 8 februari kan?setahun yang lalu tanggal segitu hari kamis guaaaa suka sama makhluk yang biasa disebut cowo buat pertama kali-_-hahaha kejadian ini galama setelah guru bk smp gua nanya ttg cinta2 gituu dan jawaban polos yg bikin sekelas cengo dan ngakak-____-gua sibuk sendiri sama dunia gua yg complicated! haha dari SD sampe skrg SMA percintaan gua cuma sekedar batas “cieee” dan cengan satu kelas hahaha dan gprnh ada perasaan sedikit pun, mungkin kutukan dari nyokap kali ya ._. gaboleh pacaran wkwk hahah gua msh inget banget pas gua nemuin nih makhluk, pake baju item celana jeans pendek berinisial MRP-..-awalnya gaada nia buat suka tp karena ke kepoan gua yang parah jd ginidah-__-semenjak kenalann shakinghanddd lohh wakaka semua itu berawal,dari mulai nama panjang trs socmed nyee-_- gua sibuk sendiri pdhl udh mau UN ganyadar nilai TO ngenes semua—____—okeee gua males nyeritaiin cerita2 ttg doi sampe hari ini , cukup singkat aje dari gua doi skrg msh gatau gua suka sm die-__-doi suka bgt bls singkattt,hahaha gua si jalaninnye selawww ajeee ,gua suka sm diee bukan karena kegantengannye atau apanyee lahh gua suka sm tuh bocah tulusss gamandang apa2,gua tauu lo gabakal suka sm gua, apasi yg bisa diharepin dr guaa?gacantik—___—pintergak lemot iya berisik iya hahaha-___-capek sih sebenernya persaaan gajelas bbm ya gitugitu doang,seneng kadang2 sedih sering wkwkwk suka sm cinta sama sayang beda yeewkwk doimungkin gprnh tau apa yang gua rasa-___-ketemu terakhir juga bln juni terakhir bbm bln januari itupun karena kejailan tmn2gua yg ngebajak bbm gua dengan bbm doi “iloveyou”-_- hahaha jeritan hati gua bgt yaaaa…. oke last word dari gua…maaf kalo ppost dr gua kali ini random bgt sesuai jeritan hati sih-_-! I WISH someday he will realize how much i love him! yaa i know you never felt the same way with you! your ex girlfriend is beautiful and perfect hahaha-__-not like me silly girl with random mind, i don’t know until when i will keep going on this feel ._.but seriously i’m stuck on you from last year-_- yaaa akhir kkata gua tau gua gapernah mampir dihati lo,bbm cma numpang lewat doang kan xoxo



sometimes you just could watching someone who you love happy with someone else and not be part of their life :( – View on Path.

Yaaa its end of 2012 many thing i already trough!now let’s make wish! Next year I hope I got first boyfriend hahaha :D I can make my parent proud at school! Everything be easier next year!more laugh less cry! I hope my wish come true

i already told in this tumblr, that i joined photography club at my high school this club called simply tosca photography :) one of my extracurricular besides choir \m/ okay let’s go the point i want tell about my first hunting experience with them :D

at 3rd of december! we 10,11 and 12grade who joined photography in 85 high school will do a photo hunting at taman mini indonesia indah, one of recreation place in jakarta! we (10and11grade) go first to the place before 12grade :D at 7.20 a.m i arrived at school and meet some of 11grade….after waiting the others at 8.30 a.m we leave school \m/ in one car! that car containing 12person :D that’s ridiculous but totally FUN :D in the car some of us sing,joking around and laughing :D really enjoy the trip :) at 10a.m we arrived! HA… finally! we take break first at parking area after 15minute we break we continue our trip, we go to birds park but when we arrive there the condition not support, but we didn’t stop there we continue go to freshwater museum park but at first we take rest for eat at parking area :) after break and take rest we go to inside of museum…. and this some photo i could sharee…..in the museum we take some photo

             
After we finish at that museum, we continue go to bugs museum T^T seriously i little bit afraid because i don’t like bugs-___- haha in there we take picture some of bugs….and this some of our result!

we continue the trip to indonesian military museum! along the way we converse each other share the story about school haha :D

and then we arrive at indonesian military museum ! excited \m/and this some picture i could shareee….

after that! we take rest inside the museum \m/ after rest for a minute we take rest for lunch and wait for 12grade-___- at 3 p.m 12grade arrive! and then we prepare for model photo shoot! at first we gonna take photo shoot at children castle but when we arrive there the place already close :( , finally we take photo shoot at south sulawesi pavilion! all of us already tired -..- we do photo shoot until 6 p.m after photo shot we change our cloth and go back to homeee…..all of us already have tired face-__- BUT TOTALLY FUN :D tough i new to know 11grade but that that we really have fun ! :D we arrive at school at 8 p.m \m/ such a precious moment ! :D so much thanks to 10 grade and 11grade ! a lot fun we share together ! Lovee all of you’re \m/ can’t wait for next photo hunting :D

When i was child i wanted to be teenager now when i grow be teenager i want my childhood back! because everything change when you grow especially when you at high school this this is very different with middle school! in middle school i don’t have to worry about my report book!exam!task i don’t even care of them i just care to national exam-__- but now in high school each day i must work very hard, i got standard score i already grateful! because high school decide who i’m gonna be in future! if i fail in high school i don’t know what have to do in collage :( i really wanted scholarship in UK or USA :( yaa that’s my dream……

Now i tell about my high school! at first i be there i really don’t have spirit i think high school is suck!-__- i don’t know what i suppose to do! i trap in my last choice of school!:( yaaa i disappointed at my self :( in that school everyday i don’t have spirit for school each day is heavy! i meet killer teacher! new rules! many task and exam!and….. I LOST MY REST TIME :’( take along time for me to adapt in that school, until now i still confuse what i suppose to do in that school??who i’m gonna be??i still stuck in this school T^T but now everything little bit better! now i already breaking rules without get a punish haha they don’t know what i’ve done ! :D i already comfort with my extracurricular yaa choir and photography! lovee them! but i still stuck in the lesson-_-” haha enough for my high school

sometimes i think could i have my childhood back??because when i kid i don’t have to worry about school!problem!task and exam!problem!liking someone who doesn’t know what i feel! when i was kid i just spending a whole my time for watching cartoon!movie!playing and sleeping, now??i lost all of them -__- hoho bytheway on 2nd of december i turned to 15th yaa excited it’s 14day to go! haha i wish my wish come true and i can celebrate it with people who i love :D

grow is part of every our life! no one can say “i don’t want grow” everything will grow and change! everything will never be same :( because there is no another way and there’s no way to go back to past :( i just can do remembering!see!watch our memories and see we grow apart

i just afraid i will lose everything :( i can describe it! i don’t want our CHANGE, Change mean! you’re change!we used a hours to talked and now??? i’m feeling lucky can talk to you are from twitter of texting in fea minute a day :( DID YOURE REALIZE??? I remember every jokes!every laugh every moment we made!trough every minute of ours when we together :(, now??? i just can remember that all time and wonder that thing can come back to me :’(

I know we’re in high school now!we study in different school!we busy now! have so many task and exam,but it didn’t mean we don’t talk in long time :( we already almost lost contact now :(

yaaaa i just can say that! I edited that picture for you’re! something i can’t tell to you are i just hope we back like we in middle school :( i REALLY MISS OUR OLD CONVERSATION,LAUGH,JOKES! EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU ARE

                                                                             Love,Rena xoxo

Did you are realize without you’re know we change?Fade?lost connection?and something missing between us??

I can’t pretend everything be okay!did you are still remember our memories and day by day we’ve been trough together??even me??did we still share our story together??meet each other??

I know all of us will be grow up and grow up!everything about us will be change!we will fade maybe someday:(but one between us will never change called MEMORIES! i don’t want us will be fade,break,gone!i want we still connected!

I just wanna say,I can’t stop thinking about you’re tough i already at high school!everyday i remember our memories,every moment we trough together when we in one school!sorrow!fight!happy!laugh and many more. I can’t forget all of you!i know now we different in anything but we still in one place called EARTH we still live in one state!I can’t explain how much i missed and love you’re and i just hope you are still remember me and our memories!keep them and let them life in you’re heart tough we separated by distance. We already be FAMILY,it mean we already united & sacrifice to do anything to each other and family never gone! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GUYS ♥……

                                                                          sincerity,Rena…

Tough we apart please don’t forget each other! :( if you’re have time you can to anything to me! i really miss old moment

yuli not already give the impression,so i upload it soon after she told me :)

a word is cannot describe them! at first we didn’t close each other! everything go naturally, we close each other from school task and some event!and now we not in same school again :( so many memories can’t be forget! ridiculous moment!fun!sad!happy!and other random moment hahaha-_- NOW I REALLY MISS THEM SO MUCHHHHHH,I DONT FIND SOMEONE LIKE THEM! now i tell you About them:

FARHANDIKA MUHAMMAD : HE ALREADY LIKE MY BROTHERRRR, he is prankster!-__-haha but he always can make me smile no matter condition is ^_^, he care to me!he support me when i’m down!in junior high school many moment has we spent together at school tough that not long! thanksss brotherrr fro everything you gave to me, i hope we can be like this until we grow up :)i miss you so muchhh

CHRISTINA DWI UTAMI : SHE IS ALREADY LIKE MY SISTER! so many things already i share to she! -.-from the boys who make me fall in love for the first time-.-*nevermind-_-*,my home trouble,and many things! she is the first people where i shared something,she listen to me and give solution,no matter the time is! she support many things to me! thanks sisterrrr loveeee youuu so muchhhhh

DINI SEPTIYANI PUTRI : now she life in bandung :( so far from meeeee,when i accompany her to travel,i really sad because i lost one of my sister :( we will rarely meet,so many things on 9grade i trough with her. i spent a lot time to going everywhere with her! in school!mall!and other place :( she always there when i need her,when i require a statement from school for my application to high school,tough her house far from the school she come and company me :’)that one of example,so many things has we do together :)thanks for everything,thanks for give me solution and hear every single story from meeee, I HOPE I MEET YOU SOON,especially on DECEMBER i wantttt meet youuu :(

LYDIAH NOVRIANTY : she is my chair mate! at first she seat with dini but,i ask dini for change our seat!she funny!prankster!we often laugh during lesson-.- but only me got warning haha-__-me and her always bothering ambar and dian during lesson,some drama in front of our table hahaha…. i miss that moment!

AMBAR STAR Ain’s : ANNOYING!COMPLICATED!RIDICULOUS!

ELLITE FITRAH RAMADHAN : she laugh in random things! -.- when we watch horror movie sheee laugh very loud and thats make me laugh too and i cant stop laugh-_-! lol._.she care!funny !prankster!

INDAH KURNIASIH : she always making joke and make all of us laugh out loud! she care,prankster!when she already gath with lydiah and christin,them not stop laugh ._.

YULIANA DEWI : she is ORPHANT haha-__-i’m not serious,she my friend,she smart,care,Prankster!many moment already we trough together!

TASYA EVI : she angry when i too much talk and laugh haha because thats really annoying and bothering but behind it she is care person we often tell our story and shift gears our sadness.we have same fav things we loveee 1D so muchhh :)

yaaaa i already told 9 people who make my day colored!make me spirit! now I MISS THEM SO MUCH….i’ve cried because that :’( I MISS THEM VERY MUCH :( i miss someone can cheers me up!support me!make me smile, and in high school i didn’t got that :(

             WE ARE IMAGINATION CLUB, I LOVE YOU ARE AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH!